what a day...

I'll try to make a long story short...my car wouldn't start yesterday...had farmers tow come this morning...they got it going and took it into ford. my dad and me did some stuff until they called with the diagnostic information...looks like my catalytic converter (I'm sure i spelled that wrong/I'm not so much a car person) needs to be replaced and it will cost me almost as much as the car is worth. i don't have a job right now, nor do i really have the funds to fix it or replace it. i know the Lord has a plan, but what in the world is it. the one potential job i have lined up right now is an after school nanny job where i need the car to not only pick the boy up, but also drive him around. plus its hard to have interviews without transportation and hard to have jobs without an interview. plus cars are great to get to and from work. i know it can be done and people do it everyday, but the location i am living in now with and Bea and Shawn isn't very feasible for public transit...

all this to say...my already overwhelmed spirit is now even more overwhelmed. i am doing alright with trusting God, but have had brief moments throughout the day where i realize how ridiculous it all is...i remember that when stuff gets rough in life is never is just one thing, but multiple things...i think i did this in Haiti why cant i do it here, but some how it is so very different.

if you think of it...please be praying for my spirit and that God would guide me to whatever and however i am suppose to work this stuff out.

also if anyone has news about cars for sale/job opportunities let me know. thanks.

blessings from above,
Tasha Rae

oh and PS- car troubles are so not fun in the cold weather...I'm trying not to run away from all these issues and go to a place where i don't need so many layers and can see the pretty sun...but then again maybe all these doors closing are a few signs from God??? ;)