haiti- my christmas present!

i dont know that i have i informed everyone....

i leave tomorrow for haiti...(my christmas present from my parents. an amazing blessing). so i am going a week before the team to be with dorothy and the kiddos there. plus i have a bag full of medicines from christian light foundation for her... plus a bag full from MM. i am still going as a MM missionary.

lots of people ask me...'when do you work at the market place or much ministries?'... everything that i am involved in falls under and within being a much ministries missionary... its a lifestyle. all the things i am connected with are a part of transformation and adding strength to what MM is already doing... whether its organizing the cool stuff store at the market place, distributing food at the BMC, serving coffee and talking about why fair trade is important at wake up coffee shop, going to home group to worship and sing with young adults, or flying to haiti to bring medicines and hold babies...all thee above are part of the blessing of being a MM missionary. i am extremely honored.

this holiday season has been hard...not necessarily in a bad way as i am beyond blessed...i have a roof over my head...food to eat...clothes to wear...and SO many lovely people in my life...but it was the first christmas not in kansas city with my family and friends...my first christmas that i really didnt give any presents as my finances are so low. trusting God to work it all out...but the process of that is going very slowly. every month it works out somehow...

but this month i will be in haiti and bills will come out of my account and i dont even know how the money will get in there...but i am trusting that it will. because God is a God that provides...He loves his daughter and somehow it will work out.

yes i wont lie its been really hard at times being here not knowing if this is really it when i have become the type of person that never fills up the tank in my car...$3 dollars will get me where i need to go and somehow the next $5 will come when that much gas is gone...and by no surprise really it always works out...BECAUSE GOD IS GOOD!

so there you have it...my christmas season has been great...different, but good. i am so blessed and excited about haiti and seeing all my lovely babies and family there...but praying for finances...

thanks for your prayers...support...encouragement and more...to all those that read this mess of a blog...my ramblings and short synopses.

love love love