last night i kept gerdeline until 2 in the morning that i went downstairs and spent sometime with sr. lucien and then left gerdeline downstairs with all the other kids. she is taking a bottle fine now so i felt it was okay to let her go be with the other kids and nannies...but i wont lie i miss her being with me constantly...she is just so precious.
what else...a little bit of funds came in so i took johnny and tree to med lab this morning....well actually nurse mary drove with me. i wanted to take gerdeline as well, but some staff called in sick so i didnt have enough nannies to be home if one came with.
johnny did good at med lab...you can tell he's been poked and praded a bit before...knows the drill. but tree on the other hand...Oh My Goodness (as cha cha would say)....he screamed blooding murder. always breaks my heart, but we gotta do it.
i cant believe i leave in 4 days....i'm not ready. then again i never really am ready. yes i know i am not suppose to stay here now...we all know i am great at extending my ticket, but didn't feel the holy spirit's pulling to do that this time...so here i am 4 days to go...and i dont want it to end. i miss this place, these kids, this country...desperately when i am not there.... guess that is a sign that dottie's prophecy is right...i probably will be here permanently one day, but i know it isn't now...there is much for me to learn and do first...even though i have no idea what this is.
so trying to cherish every moment of the last few days here....for now. i still have so much i want to do...take kervens to the pool, sleep on the roof, see emily marie, see pastor A, work with sr. jesula with therapy for frantzo, clean the front room, stock up on things in case they are without dorothy for a few days, and much more....we'll see...somehow the day gets filled and i am busy yet not necessarily crossing things off my list of to dos.
so took the older kiddos to visit patrick and JJ today....they were so excited on the way there...and then once in the gate and out of the car at sherrie's they werent so sure anymore.
what else....poutchino started getting injections today....its a course of 7 days...chris is coming over and doing that for us. Praise God!!
what else....josie went home with his aunt yesterday...so i started with 13 went i got here...then it went up to 16 now we are down to 15 again...its always fluctuating.
well i best get in bed...my eyes are fighting me to stay open.
blessings.
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