change of plans

So i know i have been talking about this benefit concert for a LONG time now...but i came to the conclusion last night that i am not going to do it.

i have been sick for the last week or so and i am really tired and overwhelmed. last night i was suppose to have a meeting with people that wanted to help and as i understand why people didnt show...only Beatriz, my mom and mike showed up. i had been contemplating for a few days whether or not i should really do it, but i feel like last night i realized that it isnt really worth the amount of energy.

i thank everyone for all their support and willingness to help, however after talking with Bea and spending a lot of time in prayer i realized that its just too much right now. i would need 4 people to oversee teams and then more volunteers underneath them...plus lots of things to start asap because we would have only had a month to pull it all together.

i realize that any fund raising i can do will be great for Dorothy and the kids, however God has provided abundantly. i have gone far beyond my set goal of raising 3,500 in fact with ALL your support i have 5,000 dollars. THAT IS AMAZING!!! therefore i feel like i am good financially and instead of trying to pull an event together quick and be stressed out...i'm just gonna be me in KC while i am here.

the other thing that made me really want to have this benefit concert was the idea of having SO many of the people i love in the same place before i left so that i could give you my contact info and spend time with you before i left. however its a lot of work for a going away party...so long story short i'm not going to do the benefit concert anymore.

My mom, Bea and mike suggested doing it in December after i get back so that people can hear and see what i did while i was there and what their money, prayers and LOTS of support went towards. so hopefully when i return you will still be up for helping out with an event.

thanks for understanding, being SO supportive and many blessings in my life.

GOD BLESS, tash