So i am in the works in planning a benefit concert! GET EXCITED!!
It is going to be November 3, 2007 at Jacob's Well
(Sorry sis its your b day, but its the only time j.well had space available)
Just giving you all a heads up! I would love for everyone and anyone to come!
and there is also lots you can help with!!
let me know
LOVE LOVE LOVE
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
it's been a long minute...
So i as you can tell i haven't written in forever...
Bea and Shawn are married, i turned in my last day info at work and Haiti is going to be here before i know it. its seriously only 4 months away.
craziness!!! well as of the past few weeks i have been getting kinda of anxious. not necessarily bad. i have just been thinking about how much i love socializing and being around my friends/peers. how i LOVE to dance, have a glass of wine, watch a movie, hang out...
i started to get claustrophobic or worried that i wouldn't make it in Haiti. i mean i am not going to really be around my friends, or for that matter many people my own age. i wont get to go see movies, have a glass of wine with a friend or eat tacos at margarita's on taco Tuesdays. or go to church at Jacob's well on sunday...i will miss it so much...
i know that in my heart God has confirmed that this is what i am suppose to do and i have wanted this for SO long....but i guess I'm a lil scared people will forget me, I'll miss out on all the fun...I'll get bored serving and be overwhelmed.
I'm sure to an extent some of this will happen, but its just jitters and in all reality i could never give this amazing opportunity up for a movie and some chocolate (btw I'm a chocolate addict). i was concerned and still a lil nervous that i wouldn't get any play time and socializing. however i know that the children there will light up my life everyday, that i will learn more than i am prepared for and that kids play too...kids play MORE...is jus a lil different.
so in short i am calming down a bit with my fears and realizing the blessing in this opportunity. THANKS TOO EVERYONE THAT HAS LOVED ME AND SUPPORTED ME AND CONTINUES TO DO SO!!!
I'm out!
Bea and Shawn are married, i turned in my last day info at work and Haiti is going to be here before i know it. its seriously only 4 months away.
craziness!!! well as of the past few weeks i have been getting kinda of anxious. not necessarily bad. i have just been thinking about how much i love socializing and being around my friends/peers. how i LOVE to dance, have a glass of wine, watch a movie, hang out...
i started to get claustrophobic or worried that i wouldn't make it in Haiti. i mean i am not going to really be around my friends, or for that matter many people my own age. i wont get to go see movies, have a glass of wine with a friend or eat tacos at margarita's on taco Tuesdays. or go to church at Jacob's well on sunday...i will miss it so much...
i know that in my heart God has confirmed that this is what i am suppose to do and i have wanted this for SO long....but i guess I'm a lil scared people will forget me, I'll miss out on all the fun...I'll get bored serving and be overwhelmed.
I'm sure to an extent some of this will happen, but its just jitters and in all reality i could never give this amazing opportunity up for a movie and some chocolate (btw I'm a chocolate addict). i was concerned and still a lil nervous that i wouldn't get any play time and socializing. however i know that the children there will light up my life everyday, that i will learn more than i am prepared for and that kids play too...kids play MORE...is jus a lil different.
so in short i am calming down a bit with my fears and realizing the blessing in this opportunity. THANKS TOO EVERYONE THAT HAS LOVED ME AND SUPPORTED ME AND CONTINUES TO DO SO!!!
I'm out!
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